I am 72, and this started when I was 5 or 6, and continued through different parts of my life with different events.
I have put it off because I have been ridiculed and I kept my encounters to myself, and then shared with my wife only.
Last event was actual physical encounter inside on a table and what they did.
At 6 we never had TV and I was never influenced by anything.
I did not even know the words alien or UFO.
It wasn't until I was about 12 when someone showed me a picture of one.
That picture was not quite the same as the one I saw.
Similar, but not what I saw, and the most recent one of just a year ago is not quite as depicted.
I am only coming forth now in case someone really is interested in a lifetime of small encounters.
I saw the bottom of one large ship after one event, the only craft I saw.
I saw the inside of one, room only, where they were doing a procedure on me.
Then the years of small weird meetings of people that come and go.
I am not interested in money, fame, or even reporting for documentation.
I am only interested in why me and the anxiety it causes.
No other reason.
I need answers.
If you think this a hoax, then don't bother.
I am only looking for answers to help me deal with this.
As far as a spaceship, I only found myself looking at the bottom of one, slowly moving away from me.
I never saw the front nor back.
It was very large and I only saw the details of the underside of it.
Then I don't remember anything until at home.